The change you desire begins with you.
The change you desire begins with you.
Eight years ago, I found something very special to me and used it to improve myself, to inspire others, to keep me going.
Somewhere along those eight years, I seemed to have lost it.
As I slowly close these chapters of my life in these upcoming months, I aim to find what I lost. Because despite how long that special something has been missing in my life, I can’t move on without it.
Can’t believe it’s almost been a year.
Part of me wants to go, while another part is afraid of going. Afraid it’s going to hurt being on the other side this time.
The me a year ago would’ve never expected all the twists, turns, blessings, and pain that were to come.
And so the first week ends.
Eight years, and it’s finally coming to a close.
One last time, then I close this chapter in my life.
On another note, had a chat with a friend I haven’t seen in a while. Seems like I’m not the only one who felt that way.
That phrase keeps popping up over and over in my head recently.
This needs to stop.
I make mistakes. I need to stop killing myself over them.
And so it’s official.
So much has gone through my mind since then. Still trying to straighten everything out.